Hey..
It's been too long right?
This time I have a REAL reason okayyy
as you can see in the title, I got into a boarding school.. Well for the second time to be exact.. the first time was in form 1 but I quit after 6 months..
so here I am trying it again for the second time .. please pray for me.. I keep reminding myself that it's only for two years and I'm a strong girl so I can handle this...
But in all seriousness.. It's not easy.. I'm still trying to fit in.. I'm still trying to be normal there.. I'm still trying okay?
For anyone of you that is interested in going to a boarding school.. go ahead! you might love it, you might hate it, or you're like me, you're 50-50 about it.. I suggest you try it.. but if you're already boarded the train.. Please try to commit to it... don't get off on the next station like I did three years ago.. try to get off at the last station and that is after SPM for Malaysian :)
and if you apply out of boredom or sheer curiosity and by chance you get an offer.. just accept and go because you might not know that the offer might be a sign or a ticket to a better future for you..
I know I'm babbling but I feel really emotional about it since I'm 50-50 about it and I'm doing it for my parents..I know I need to be a strong girl but sometimes it's just too hard you know?
besides going to a boarding school has its benefits...
I don't want to continue writing because I'm not in the right mood.. besides I haven't finished my homework and the holidays are coming to an end..
bye
p.s sorry for the ( I don't even know what to call it) post
