Boarding School~

Hey..

It's been too long right?
This time I have a REAL reason okayyy

as you can see in the title, I got into a boarding school.. Well for the second time to be exact.. the first time was in form 1 but I quit after 6 months..

so here I am trying it again for the second time .. please pray for me.. I keep reminding myself that it's only for two years and I'm a strong girl so I can handle this...

But in all seriousness.. It's not easy.. I'm still trying to fit in.. I'm still trying to be normal there.. I'm still trying okay?

For anyone of you that is interested in going to a boarding school.. go ahead! you might love it, you might hate it, or you're like me, you're 50-50 about it.. I suggest you try it.. but if you're already boarded the train.. Please try to commit to it... don't get off on the next station like I did three years ago.. try to get off at the last station and that is after SPM for Malaysian :)

and if you apply out of boredom or sheer curiosity and by chance you get an offer.. just accept and go because you might not know that the offer might be a sign or a ticket to a better future for you..

I know I'm babbling but I feel really emotional about it since I'm 50-50 about it and I'm doing it for my parents..I know I need to be a strong girl but sometimes it's just too hard you know?

besides going to a boarding school has its benefits... 

I don't want to continue writing because I'm not in the right mood.. besides I haven't finished my homework and the holidays are coming to an end..

bye

p.s sorry for the ( I don't even know what to call it) post

Hello again! (=^ェ^=)

Hello guyss!

It's been a while.. I know and I'm sorry.. though I'm not sure to whom that apology was for...

I didn't plan to write anything honestly.. this was a spontaneous act because I read my friend's blog just now and I figured that I'd write something today ...

I honestly don't know what to write so I'm just gonna tell you about what has been going on after my last blog post :)

♬So first and foremost... my exams or rather my PT3..
I finished my exams completely on the 12th of October 2016.. I felt very happy and relieved tbh..
After that my days were just about me fooling around in school 😆

Oh! And before I forget.. on the 14th that very weekend.. me and my friends went on a school trip to Langkawi which was awesomeeeeeee!!!!!! I thought I would vlog it (I have clips) but I'm still debating if I should post it or not :/

I also went 🎳 with my friends before the school holiday started..I can't remember how I spent most of my days though because it has been a while...

So skipping about 2 months after I completed my PT3... it was time to get my results..I wasn't really nervous for it until the morning I would know it....so past all that I was the third person in my class to receive my results..

I asked my mum to record my reaction.. and I am happy but also I regret asking her to do that... you may ask me why I regret that decision.. well the answer to that is .. when I opened the file to reveal my results ... I actually screamed..

So before one of you guys freak out and assume weird stuff about why I was screaming I'm telling you now it was a happy/surprised scream... but I'm also telling you now that I didn't get straight A's...

Yeah shocking I know 😑

So back to the reason/story... I actually got 8/10 A's in my PT3... and I screamed because I wasn't expecting that .. I was expecting around 5 or 4 tbh... and the worst part of this memory was that I'm pretty sure the everyone in my school hall heard my scream 😭 it is embarrassing to even think about..

so I guess that is the end of the PT3 story...

♪ Next I want to talk about my recent obsession (sorta)
So for the past week or two.. I've been addicted with the game 1010... I think the simplicity of the game captured my heart... 1010 is also a time killer game.. so when I have nothing better to do I play that 😆..

I've also been reading on Whattpad a lot.. since my father said I need to read more.. what better way to do that other than read it on your phone ... it's an app where people can write their own stories and post it so that other people can read it..  

Oh and also I've been playing Mobile Legends because of my friends.. 
If you read that don't judge.. I am being judged enough by my brother at home 😒

𝄢 Hmm now maybe just some random stuff...

For those of you who followed me from the beginning or have read every blogpost that I have written.. you know that I have two orange cats.. -Lemon & Lime-.. But around October I got a new cat and I named it Ash because of her fur 🐱 she is still a kitten.. 

Now for my YouTube channel..
I haven't really posted anything in a while.. because I just realised I don't have a theme for my youtube.. meaning by I don't know what content is my channel... is it gaming or music or life stuff...
and also I'm not a creative person so I haven't had a video idea in a while :\

so for those who are reading this.. please be a nice person and recommend some video ideas that I can possibly make with my limited time.. Thank You in advanced :D

okay so this is unrelated but I cant believe I'm going to be 16 next year 😱...

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okayyyyyy... I officially don't know what to tell you guys anymoree..

if you want to know something about me tell me in the comments and I *maybe* will make a blogpost about it laterr :)


btw Happy Holidays to you guys who are celebrating :)

till next timee..
bye~~