Boarding School~

Hey..

It's been too long right?
This time I have a REAL reason okayyy

as you can see in the title, I got into a boarding school.. Well for the second time to be exact.. the first time was in form 1 but I quit after 6 months..

so here I am trying it again for the second time .. please pray for me.. I keep reminding myself that it's only for two years and I'm a strong girl so I can handle this...

But in all seriousness.. It's not easy.. I'm still trying to fit in.. I'm still trying to be normal there.. I'm still trying okay?

For anyone of you that is interested in going to a boarding school.. go ahead! you might love it, you might hate it, or you're like me, you're 50-50 about it.. I suggest you try it.. but if you're already boarded the train.. Please try to commit to it... don't get off on the next station like I did three years ago.. try to get off at the last station and that is after SPM for Malaysian :)

and if you apply out of boredom or sheer curiosity and by chance you get an offer.. just accept and go because you might not know that the offer might be a sign or a ticket to a better future for you..

I know I'm babbling but I feel really emotional about it since I'm 50-50 about it and I'm doing it for my parents..I know I need to be a strong girl but sometimes it's just too hard you know?

besides going to a boarding school has its benefits... 

I don't want to continue writing because I'm not in the right mood.. besides I haven't finished my homework and the holidays are coming to an end..

bye

p.s sorry for the ( I don't even know what to call it) post

Hello again! (=^ェ^=)

Hello guyss!

It's been a while.. I know and I'm sorry.. though I'm not sure to whom that apology was for...

I didn't plan to write anything honestly.. this was a spontaneous act because I read my friend's blog just now and I figured that I'd write something today ...

I honestly don't know what to write so I'm just gonna tell you about what has been going on after my last blog post :)

♬So first and foremost... my exams or rather my PT3..
I finished my exams completely on the 12th of October 2016.. I felt very happy and relieved tbh..
After that my days were just about me fooling around in school 😆

Oh! And before I forget.. on the 14th that very weekend.. me and my friends went on a school trip to Langkawi which was awesomeeeeeee!!!!!! I thought I would vlog it (I have clips) but I'm still debating if I should post it or not :/

I also went 🎳 with my friends before the school holiday started..I can't remember how I spent most of my days though because it has been a while...

So skipping about 2 months after I completed my PT3... it was time to get my results..I wasn't really nervous for it until the morning I would know it....so past all that I was the third person in my class to receive my results..

I asked my mum to record my reaction.. and I am happy but also I regret asking her to do that... you may ask me why I regret that decision.. well the answer to that is .. when I opened the file to reveal my results ... I actually screamed..

So before one of you guys freak out and assume weird stuff about why I was screaming I'm telling you now it was a happy/surprised scream... but I'm also telling you now that I didn't get straight A's...

Yeah shocking I know 😑

So back to the reason/story... I actually got 8/10 A's in my PT3... and I screamed because I wasn't expecting that .. I was expecting around 5 or 4 tbh... and the worst part of this memory was that I'm pretty sure the everyone in my school hall heard my scream 😭 it is embarrassing to even think about..

so I guess that is the end of the PT3 story...

♪ Next I want to talk about my recent obsession (sorta)
So for the past week or two.. I've been addicted with the game 1010... I think the simplicity of the game captured my heart... 1010 is also a time killer game.. so when I have nothing better to do I play that 😆..

I've also been reading on Whattpad a lot.. since my father said I need to read more.. what better way to do that other than read it on your phone ... it's an app where people can write their own stories and post it so that other people can read it..  

Oh and also I've been playing Mobile Legends because of my friends.. 
If you read that don't judge.. I am being judged enough by my brother at home 😒

𝄢 Hmm now maybe just some random stuff...

For those of you who followed me from the beginning or have read every blogpost that I have written.. you know that I have two orange cats.. -Lemon & Lime-.. But around October I got a new cat and I named it Ash because of her fur 🐱 she is still a kitten.. 

Now for my YouTube channel..
I haven't really posted anything in a while.. because I just realised I don't have a theme for my youtube.. meaning by I don't know what content is my channel... is it gaming or music or life stuff...
and also I'm not a creative person so I haven't had a video idea in a while :\

so for those who are reading this.. please be a nice person and recommend some video ideas that I can possibly make with my limited time.. Thank You in advanced :D

okay so this is unrelated but I cant believe I'm going to be 16 next year 😱...

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okayyyyyy... I officially don't know what to tell you guys anymoree..

if you want to know something about me tell me in the comments and I *maybe* will make a blogpost about it laterr :)


btw Happy Holidays to you guys who are celebrating :)

till next timee..
bye~~

1st of Ramadhan

Hey guysss....

Soooo what's up?! I actually forgot I had a blog ...
ooppsss

in any case, I'm writing right now so it doesn't matter >:)


so what to write/update you guys on.....
hmmmmmm

well for starters I'll tell you what happened recently..




on 28th of May 2016...
I entered a Taekwon-Do (is that how you spell it?) tournament/competition..
welp....
I won....for pattern that is..
here's a picture : click for picture~

p.s you have to follow me to view it.. sorry ~~

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and guess what?
I posted a new video that you can watch here~~
it's not a good video but.....
that's what I am capable of...

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since I don't know what to write about next I'll just talk about the today's entry title :)

If you guys are Muslim, you'll know that today is the 1st of Ramadhan..

so if you are Muslim :

it's going pretty well for me..I guess

in any case..

Aisyah you've got 6 days to complete your homework so good luck .... ganbatte :)

that's it for now..

see you later..

bye~~

Video Update~

Hey guysss...

just a short video update...
I posted a new video a couple of hours ago..
so go check it out!

see you later
bye~~

Mid-Year Exams~

Hey guys....

I'm currently in my exam week....
I still have 2 more papers and a couple of oral and listening tests...

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........why is the exam system like this??!!

anywayss..

I'm not gonna lie... I only studied a little like last minute like a few hours before the test...

I don't even know why I'm super lazy this time...

and all of the exams are in subjective.... help me please :'(

gotta go now ... Taekwon-Do time...

see you guys later.
bye~~

Patreon..

Hey guys....

it's been too long...
i'll just skip the 'sorry' part and tell you what's happening :o

so basically at the start of the month I got my first exam results..
well I got number 4 in the whole school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but the next exam is next month :(
my thoughts on it:

kwjcgfnkwqjrfxjkgfiewhregdbjwnsrjwegqrcuyiwgnfiuhmxfiuweqhrosiqewhmsrqnrijhxeuyfgwndxjmaplkqkoxnguwbfte0sk0i1u27ry641gftbxhnsakomzkqskdiehyufgeuwnxjkqwijxnewhudguenqjzqmoiwjuheuywdhueqnxjmqsokmduhrybi53ko35mofki2hdubwjhndkwqkiocnweifhyu4gfbwkqmdpke84runewj



exactly.........




anywayyyyy..... back to the purpose of this post...if you read the title at the top of this post, you will see the word ''Patreon''

you might know what it is you might not....so let me tell you about Patreon...

so now you know about Patreon....but in the video it said that Patreon is for creators....but I'm not exactly that...

I wanted to start a fundraising campaign for my exchange.... I don't expect people to support me but I'm just trying my luck... it's really hard to find a website that allows my country to fund something... 

I first wanted to try out kickstarter but my country is not on the list...so Patreon was my only choice...

I still need to do a video introducing myself but I'll do it on the weekends...I still need to figure out a reward for anyone who decides to support me....

I don't expect anyone to help/support me.....but if you want to here's my Patreon page .....

if you have any suggestions on what I should do... what program is the best..

leave it in the comments section below :)

I appreaciate any suggestion....

so that's it for this post :) 

sorry that I advertised....

bye~~~

p.s here's my recent video 

Short Update~~

Hey guys...


so obviously I've been busy (for real)

last week was a holiday week for my school...so I went on holiday...
another reason why I haven't posted anything...

SORRY

so to make it up to you guys....
go watch my holiday vlogs...!!

It was about 6 days... but I've only uploaded 2 vlogs/days of it....wait for the rest!

here are the vids :

enjoy and I'll see you guys later 

bye~~~

Youtube Update....

hey guysss...

so it's been a while since I did my video update post...

so here are some new videos to check out!

be sure to leave a like and subscribe if you enjoy my videos!

bye~~

Sports Day..

hey guuyyyssss....

so last week I had a sports week/day....
you might be wondering ''why is it week/day and not just day?''

well that is because my school made separate days for sports that are other than running...
basically (for my event)

-monday
finals for shot put

-tuesday
finals for javelin

-wednesday
finals for disc throw


saturday is the finals for running events....

butttttttt

I didn't go to the Saturday sports day....

LOL


i don't know what to say....because I don't have the skills to expand my story....


anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy


my exams start this wednesday :'(

Wish Me Luck!!!

bye~~

Message to all Muslim (3) (BM)

Firstly sorry ganggu, tetapi cubelah bace mesej ni dengan hati yang ikhlas 😔Bace smpai habis Yee..
 5:00 am kita bangun solat subuh, kemudian kita bersiap2 utk ke sekolah, sampai sekolah jam 7:30 am, hari masih gelap.
Maybe kita anggap hari nak hujan, so abaikan. Masuk kelas buat kerja apa yang patut, dan kita tgk jam 10:00am, sudah time nak pergi rehat
Keluar pintu kelas suasana masih gelap, hitam pekat macam malam..mungkin masih boleh dianggap hari nak hujan lagi. So abaikan.
Tapi kalo jam 12:00pm pun hari masih gelap..apakah petanda itu?..keesokkan pun sama, buka tv semua orang kelam kabut menceritakan bahawa dunia ini sudah tiada lagi siangnya..dan begitu juga dengan lusa..masih tiada lagi matahari..
Tetapi pada hari keempat kita bangun pagi, kita dapat melihat matahari, tetapi jangan terkejut kerana matahari telah terbit dari sebelah barat..
Kehebatan ahli dunia akan mengatakan itu fenomena alam, tapi sedarkah kita itulah petanda besar yang paling awal sebelum tibanya hari kiamat!!
Maka telah tertutuplah pintu taubat..yang bertaubat tapi Allah masih belum terima taubatnya juga akan ditutup pintu taubat..
Saat itu, kita akan lihat satu fenomena luar biasa di mana golongan kaya akan keluarkan semua harta utk diinfakkan, golongan yang tidak pernah baca quran, 24 jam baca quran, golongan yang tak pernah solat jemaah akan berlari2 menunaikan solat secara  berjemaah..tapi sayangnya segalanya sudah tidak berguna lagi..
 Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
 😒 Kenapa kita tidur time Allah memanggil? Tapi kita sanggup tahan mengantuk saat menonton filem selama 3 jam?
 😣 Kenapa kita bosan saat baca al-qur'an? Melainkan kita lebih rela membaca timeline twitter, wall facebook, novel atau buku lain?
 😔 Kenapa kita senang sekali mengabaikan pesanan dari Allah? Tpi kita sanggup memforward pesan yang aneh-aneh?
 😢 Kenapa masjid semakin kecil? Tapi bar dan club? semakin besar?
 😖 Kenapa kita lebih sangat senang memuji ARTIS? Tapi sangat susah untuk memuji ALLAH? Pikirkan itu  
      😏 Apakah anda akan menforward pesanan ini?
 😞 Apakah anda akan mengabaikan pesanan ini kerana takut ditertawakan dengan rakan yang lain? Allah Berkata: "Jika kamu menyangkal Aku di depan teman-temanmu, Aku akan menyangkal kamu pada saat hari penghakiman..."
 1. Biarkan didalam whatsapp  anda tanpa bermanfaat untuk org lain.
 2. Anda sebarkan pada semua kenalan anda. . Rasulullah SAW bersabda, "Barang siapa yang menyampaikan 1(satu) ilmu saja dan ada orang yg mengamalkan, maka walaupun yang menyampaikan sudah tiada (meninggal dunia), dia akan tetap memperoleh pahala  😊
-renungkanlah..
Bacalah mesti seronok
KIAMAT menurut Agama Islam di tandai dgn:
          - Kemunculan Imam Mahdi
          - Kemunculan Dajjal
          - Turunnya Nabi Isa (AS)
          - Kemunculan Yakjuj dan Makjuj
          - Terbitnya matahari dari Barat ke Timur
          - Pintu pengampunan akan ditutup
          - Dab'bat al-Ard akan keluar dari tanah & akan menandai muslim yang sebenar2nya
          - Kabut selama 40 Hari akan mematikan semua orang beriman sejati shg mereka tidak perlu mengalami tanda2 kiamat lainnya
          - Sebuah kebakaran besar akan menyebabkan kerosakan
          - Pemusnahan/runtuhnya Kabah
          - Tulisan dalam Al-Quran akan lenyap
          - Sangkakala akan ditiup pertama kalinya membuat semua makhluk hidup merasa bimbang dan ketakutan
          - Tiupan sangkakala yang kedua kalinya akan membuat semua makhluk hidup mati dan yg ketiga yang membuat setiap makhluk hidup bangkit
         
Kita boleh kirim ribuan bbm mesra, promote, bc yang  terlalu penting tapi bila kirim yang berkaitan dengan ibadah mesti berpikir 2x....knapa begini..?
         
          Bukankah Allah berfirman : "jika engkau lebih mengejar duniawi daripada mengejar dekat denganKu maka Aku berikan, tapi Aku akan menjauhkan kalian dari syurgaKu"
         
 Kerugian meninggalkn solat:
          Subuh:
          Cahaya wajah akan pudar.
          Zuhur:
          Berkat pendapatan akan hilang.
          Asar:
          Kesihatan mulai terganggu.
          Maghrib:
          Pertolongan anak akan jauh di akhirat nanti.
          Isya':
          Kedamaian dlm tidur sukar didapatkan.
          Sebarkan dgn ikhlas. tiada paksaan dalam agama
          Niatkan ibadah(sebarkan ilmu walau 1 ayat)
         
          Nasihat Kubur:          🔊
         
          1). Aku adalah tempat yg paling gelap di antara yg gelap, maka terangilah .. aku dengan TAHAJUD
         
          2). Aku adalah tempat yang paling sempit, maka luaskanlah aku dengan ber SILATURAHIM..
         
          3). Aku adalah tempat yang paling sepi maka ramaikanlah aku dengan perbanyak baca 📖 AL-QUR'AN.
         
          4). Aku adalah tempatnya binatang2 🐍 yang menjijikan maka racunilah ia dengan Amal SEDEKAH,
         
          5). Aku yg menyepitmu hingga hancur  bilamana tidak Solat, bebaskan sempitan itu dengan SOLAT
         
          6). Aku adalah tempat utk merendammu dg cairan yg sangat amat sakit, 😲 bebaskan rendaman itu dgn PUASA..
         
          7). Aku adalah tempat Munkar & Nakir bertanya, maka Persiapkanlah jawapanmu dengan Perbanyak mengucapkan Kalimah "LAILAHAILALLAH"
         
          Kirim 📩 ini semampumu dan seikhlasmu kepada sesama Muslim, sampaikanlah walau hanya pada 1 org..
          Karena, saat kamu membawa Al-Qur'an, setan biasa2 saja.
          Saat kamu membukanya, syaitan mulai curiga.
          Saat kamu membacanya, ia gelisah.
          Saat kamu mmahaminya, ia kejang2.
          Saat kamu mengamalkan Al-Qur'an dlm kehidupan shari-hari, ia stroke.
          Trus n trus baca & amalkan agar syaitan stroke semuanya juga jantungnya dan mati.
          Ketika anda ingin menyebarkan .. ini, lagi2 syaitan pun mencegahnya.
         
          Syaitan berbisik;
          "Sudahlaaaaaah tak payah di SEBARKAN, tak penting pun, BUANG MASA saja, tak mungkin akan di baca oleh orang lain"...
         
          Sekecil apapun amal ibadah, Allah SWT menghargainya puluhan kali ganda ..
         
  Ø Ada 3 Hal dlm hidup yg tidak boleh kembali :
          1. Waktu
          2. Kata-kata
          3. Kesempatan
K: Kiblat
A: Arah
A: aku
B: Bersujud hingga
A: akhir
H: Hayatku

February!

Hey guys...

I feel like it's been ages since I posted something...but in reality it's only been a week or so....

Since the year has started there's been a lot going on.....because of this I'll tell you guys :)

1. January has finished

I can't believe it...the first month of the year has said goodbye to us (lol)....Now I'm closer to my exams (crying)...

2. My first exam is coming up

sooo exam has come to haunt me yet again *sigh* ..... welp good luck to me and you guys too!!

3. My Birthday is coming up !!!!

this is my favourite part....as of i'm writing this it's only 6 days away! I'm going to be 15 in 6 days....

4. I bought an archery set

So I joined my school's archery team and I bought myself (well my parents did) an archery set!

Picture : https://www.instagram.com/p/BBUnGGsCGnV/?taken-by=random_ecah

and of course I chose the purple one :D

5. Someone just confessed to me (surprised face)

yes.... in fact just a couple of hours ago...he was my ex-classmate last year.... mom I hope you're not reading this

so that's the summary so far....I guess.... Thanks to all of you who have been reading my posts :)

hope to see you again soon!

bye~~

btw I've been liking this piano piece

Message to all Muslims (2) (BM)

Tolong jgn nyanyi lagu bts yg bertajuk beautiful....lirik dlm lagu tu boleh menyebabkan kita keluar dri islam(murtad).....
Lirik di dalam lagu berbunyi begini:-
You're my religion so i can call you Jesus.....
Dan lagi satu ramai dikalangan kpopers yg sebut "OMO"...Tolong jagn sebut "OMO" kerana salah satu tanda kiamat ialah tiada siapa lgi yg menyebut ALLAH....
Jadi sekiranya anda terkejut atau ade benda yg membuatkn anda terkejut,tlg sebut ALLAHUAKBAR JAGN SEBUT OMO.......jika anda sayangkan islam tlg sebut ALLAHUAKBAR JGN SEBUT OMO....


Short & Useful :)

Learn A Language + Results!!

Hey guysss,

Gosh I really need to find a name for you guys >.<

Anyways before I go into the main topic for this entry I wanted to tell you guys that I got 22nd place in my marathon... Woooooo... I think I got 22/450+ .... I seriously did not expect that though..

my medal :'D

Okey now back to the main topic:

so as you guys now, I learn Japanese by myself.. meaning I do not take classes or have a teacher at school teaching me... because of that I've been searching for an online website that teaches Japanese...

A few of them are:

JapanesePod101

Memrise

Lingualift

but today I will be talking about Lingualift.... you can go here to read/learn more about Lingualift

I've just started using Lingualift and I can already tell that it is really a fantastic website... it helps you to learn even a little bit per day and helps you to progress along the year

''But what if I forget to do my review/learn something new?''

Don't worry.. Lingualift will send you an email reminding you so

''But I don't have money to pay the subscription''

''But my parents won't let me buy the subscription''

Don't worry.. you will be given a 14-day trial.. so make it count!

In addition to the course, Lingualift will assign you with a teacher or in my case a Sensei...

she/he will also send you emails on tips/additional notes on the language you are learning...You can ask them anything regarding your language questions....

and if everything goes right, you can subscribe to Ligualift for $950/year or $99/month...

as of right now... Lingualift only offers Japanese, Russian, Mandarin and French.... but you can always request new courses here...

I think that's it... if I remember anything else I'll update this post or I'll make a new one..

I'm also planning to do a video about this on my channel so look out for that :)

see you later~~

bye >.<

p.s you can also click banners of Lingualift and my social accounts on the right side of my blog :)

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First Two Weeks of School

heyyy.....

so school started two weeks ago, on the 4th of January 2016.....
aaaaaannnnnnnddddd



Im already exhausted  -_-




like seriously.....It's only been 2 weeks and I feel like its the middle of the year...my homework is pilling up real fast ._.

and today (friday, 15.01.2016) I went home early.....because I am sick :/
in my country right now its like the hot season and people get thirsty quickly....I don't know if I'm not drinking enough but the virus caught me soooooo

I'll just have to trust my antibodies to fight it....

GO GO ANTIBODIES!!!!!

and the worst part (i think) is tomorrow 16th of January I have a marathon at school......
and I was suppose to go to Taekwon-Do tonight but that's out of the question for me :/

so I'm sorry in advanced to my sports team -Rajawali- if I didn't came....

I have sinus, flu and I'm coughing 

GWS me :)

don't forget to do your homework or the teachers gonna kill you...
and remember that you have a checkpoint exam this year soooo

GOOD LUCK!

see you guys later, bye!

Message to all Muslims (1) (BM)

Cerita kat bawah ni boleh buat kita semua sentap 😭 Moga kisah ni mampu menyedarkan kita 😄
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Assalamualaikum sahabat semua..jom amik sikit masa baca kisah dan teladan ini..


Allahu Rabbi!! Kisah Tauladan Untuk Kesedaran Kita Umat Islam (Mesti Baca) | Kisah tauladan ini adalah perkongsian dari laman melayukini.net. Sesmoga ianya memberi pengajaran dan kesedaran buat kita yang beragama Islam. Renung-renungkan..

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Aku punya seorang rakan baik dari zaman kanak-kanak bernama Lim Wei Choon. Sana-sama bersekolah rendah hingga ke peringkat menengah. Selepas SPM, aku masuk ke Tingkatan 6 manakala Lim dihantar keluarganya melanjutkan pelajaran ke Amerika Syarikat. Kenangan sewaktu kanak-kanak hingga ke zaman remaja terlalu banyak yang dikongsi bersama.

Setiap kali hari raya menjelang, Lim pasti berkunjung ke rumahku untuk menikmati dodol arwah ayahku yang amat digemarinya. kadangkala, jika ada kenduri kendara dirumahku, pasti Lim akan turut serta. Aku jarang ke rumahnya kecuali untuk beberapa sambutan seperti harijadi dan juga Tahun Baru Cina. Aku takut dengan anjing peliharaan keluarga Lim.

Dengan Lim juga aku belajar matematik manakala subjek Bahasa Malaysia sering menjadi rujukannya padaku. Kenangan-kenangan seperti memancing, mandi jeram, ponteng sekolah untuk melihat pertandingan ‘breakdance’, semuanya kami kongsi bersama-sama. Apa yang ingin kunyatakan ialah, warna kulit dan perbezaan ugama tidak pernah menjadi penghalang persahabatan kami. 20 tahun telah berlalu, Lim telah menetap di Amerika setelah berjaya mendapat Green Card, beliau bekerja disana. Itu yang kuketahui dari kakaknya.

Hubungan aku dengan Lim terputus setelah dia melanjutkan pelajaran. maklumlah, dizaman kami dulu tiada internet, email atau telefon bimbit, yang ada cuma sesekali menghantar poskad bertanya khabar. Untuk menulis surat kepada lelaki amat malas kami rasakan.

Suatu pagi. Aku bertembung dengan kakak Lim di pasar , kakaknya memberitahu Lim akan pulang ke tanahair. Dan aku amat terkejut dengan berita yang kudengar dari kakaknya.

“He’s name is no more Lim Wei Choon. He’s now Ahmad Zulfakar Lim since 5 years ago… Subhanallah!

Syukur Alhamdulillah, rakan baikku telah menemui hidayah dari Allah S.W.T. Memang aku tak sabar untuk berjumpa dengannya lebih-lebih lagi setelah menjadi saudara seagama denganku.

Hari yang kutunggu-tunggu telah tiba, dan petang itu aku berkesempatan bertemu dengan Lim dirumahnya. Ada satu keraian istimewa sempena menyambut kepulangannya. Ketika aku tiba, tetamu sudah semakin berkurangan…

Assalamu’alaikum… Itulah kalimat pertama dari mulutnya, wajahnya sudah jauh berubah, air mukanya amat redup dan tenang.

Aku menjawab salam dan berpelukan dengannya dan kami menangis umpama kekasih yang sudah terlalu lama terpisah.

‘Ini dia olang memang sudah manyak lama kawan, dari kecik ini dua olang” Ibu Lim menjelaskan pada beberapa orang tetamu yang melihat peristiwa kami berpelukan dan menangis itu. Tetapi aku bukan menangis kerana apa, tetapi kerana amat sebak dan terharu dan sangat bersyukur melihat keislaman rakanku. Lim mengajak aku duduk dibuaian dihalaman rumahnya untuk berbual-bual. beliau masih fasih berbahasa melayu walau sudah lama berada diperantauan.

Talha, kau kawan baik aku kan? betul tak? Memanglah… Kenapa kau tanya macam tu?

Kalau kau kawan baik aku, Kenapa kau biarkan aku diseksa?

Sorry Lim. Aku tak faham… diseksa? What do you mean?

Cuba kau fikir, kita ni kawan dari kecil. Aku ingat lagi, rumah kau tu, is my second house.

Tapi, mengapakah kau tak pernah ceritakan pada aku tentang Islam? Mengapa aku kena pergi ke US baru aku dapat belajar tentang Islam? Mengapa bukan di Malaysia, negara Islam ni?

Dan mengapa aku di Islamkan oleh seorang bekas paderi kristian?

Aku terdiam, kelu tak mampu menjawab. Dan Lim terus berkata-kata. Kalau betullah kau kawan baik aku, Kenapa kau cuma nak baik dengan aku di dunia saja? kau suka tengok kawan baik kau ni diseksa didalam api neraka?

Kau tahu, kalaulah aku ni tak sempat masuk islam hingga aku mati. Aku akan dakwa semua orang Islam dalam kampung kita ni sebab tak sampaikan dakwah dan risalah Islam pada aku, keluarga aku dan non muslim yang lain. Kau sedar tak, kau dah diberikan nikmat besar oleh Allah dengan melahirkan kau didalam keluarga Islam. tapi, nikmat itu bukan untuk kau nikmati seorang diri, atau untuk keluarga kau sendiri, kau dilahirkan dalam Islam adalah kerana ditugaskan untuk sampaikan Islam pada orang-orang yang dilahirkan dalam keluarga bukan Islam macam aku.

Aku masih tunduk dan terkata apa-apa kerana sangat malu. Berdakwah adalah tugas muslim yang paling utama, sebagai pewaris Nabi, penyambung Risalah.

Tetapi apa yang aku lihat, orang melayu ni tidak ada roh jihad, tak ada keinginan untuk berdakwah, macamana Allah nak tolong bangsa melayu kalau bangsa tu sendiri tak tolong ugama Allah? Aku bukan nak banggakan diri aku, cuma aku kesal… sepatutnya nikmat ini kau kena gunakan dengan betul dan tepat, kerana selagi kau belum pernah berdakwah, jangan kau fikir kau sudah bersyukur pada Allah.

Dan satu lagi, jangan dengan mudah kau cop orang-orang bukan Islam itu sebagai kafir kerana kafir itu bererti ingkar. Kalau kau dah sampaikan seruan dengan betul, kemudian mereka ingkar dan berpaling, barulah kau boleh panggil kafir.

Aku menjadi amat malu, kerana segala apa yang dikatakan oleh Lim adalah benar! dan aku tak pernah pun terfikir selama ini. Aku hanya sibuk untuk memperbaiki amalan diri sehingga lupa pada tugasku yang sebenar.

Baru aku faham, andainya tugas berdakwah ini telah dilaksanakan, Allah akan memberikan lagi pertolongan, bantuan dan kekuatan serta mempermudahkan segala urusan dunia dan akhirat sesorang itu. Petang itu aku pulang dengan satu semangat baru.

Aku ingin berdakwah!

Lim yang baru memeluk Islam selama 5 tahun itu pun telah mengislamkan lebih dari 20 orang termasuk adiknya. Mengapa aku yang hampir 40 tahun Islam ini (benarkah aku islam tulen) tidak pernah hatta walau seorang pun orang bukan Islam yang pernah kusampaikan dengan serious tentang kebenaran Islam?

Semoga Allah mengampuni diriku yang tidak faham apa itu erti nikmat dilahirkan sebagai Islam.
Ini mesej Cantik 
Yang membuat saya malu pada diri saya.
Adakah anda tertanya-tanya apa yang akan berlaku jika kita membawa al-Quran  seperti cara kita membawa telefon bimbit ...?
Bagaimana jika kita boleh membawanya di mana sahaja kita pergi;
Di Dalam beg kita.... atau Poket kita?
Bagaimana jika kita melihat halaman beberapa kali sehari   ?
Bagaimana jika kita kembali untuk memuat jika dilupakan ? 
Bagaimana jika kita dianggap seolah-olah kita tidak boleh hidup tanpa ia ..?
- Dan benar-benar, kita tidak boleh hidup tanpanya ...!
bagaimana jika kita memberikannya kepada anak-anak kita sebagai hadiah 🎁??
Bagaimana jika kita membacanya semasa dalam perjalanan ✈??
Bagaimana jika kita menjadikan ia satu keutamaan setiap hari??
Mari kita menjadikan
"Al-Quran adalah kawan kita yg terbaik   ."
Hanya 7% akan menghantar semula
mesej ini.
Jadilah kalangan mereka & hantar ke bilangan terbesar yang se banyak mungkin   .
Jangan daripada 93% yang tidak akan berkongsi mesej ....
Fikirkan... Walaupun sekali ... sampaiHari kiamat ... kita akan sedar  di setiap hari membuka mesej daripada rakan-rakan ...
Kami berkongsi / dikemukakan jenaka & gosip ...
Tetapi berapa kali kita membuka Al-Quran dan membaca mesej  dihantar daripada Allah subhaana wa Ta'ala sendiri ☝ ❓
 Jika anda .. rakan-rakan anda .... dan keluarga    .. , Berkongsi peringatan ini dengan mereka ...!!
✨ saintifik terbukti:
   Mendengar Quran  mengurangkan kelaziman sel-sel kanser dalam tubuh manusia dan juga memusnahkan mereka.
   Dengan  pemanjangan sujud menguatkan memori , dan mencegah strok .
Sujud    membuang caj positif di dalam badan
- Dalam dunia    mana SEGALANYA menggunakan elektrik ⚡ dan memberi kesan negatif kepada kita jadi belajarlah dgn kepentingan ini.
✴ Syaitan    berkata:
"Saya tertanya-tanya bagaimana manusia dgn tuntutan Cinta Allah ☝ dan menderhaka kepadaNya, dan tuntutan mereka benci saya . tetapi mereka taat kepada saya!"

New Friends~~

Hey guys........

yes I know it's almost the end of December 2015/ the year 2015.....and that my last entry was on the 5th of December.....and I'm sorry about that :(

anywayssssssssss

as you can see from the title, I got new friends!

you might be wondering, 
why is she so happy about having new friends?

well to answer that question.....they are not human friends :/
if you were guessing....

YES it is an animal

but what animal you might ask?

*drumroll*

CATS 

so if you didn't see the large pink text and the obvious picture above, yes I got a pair of ginger cats :)

my dream has come trueeeee.... :'D

I want to insert their photo here but...I'm too lazy to transfer the pic from my phone to the laptop....

I named them Lemon and Lime.....

THE STORY OF HOW THEY GOT THEIR NAMES

Long story short I was looking for female cat names online...but I couldn't find anything that I liked or felt special or unique....Then an idea hit me....

''why don't I name my cats after gems?''

that was a brilliant idea if I do say so myself ;)

this is the gem that I named Lemon from....

the gem's full name is Lemon Quartz.....even though my cats aren't yellow...I was somehow attracted to the name Lemon... 

as for Lime....it just came suddenly because they almost look identical and Lemon and Lime sounds nice :)

BTW they're just 4 month old and I adopted them from a person....

you can go here (only if you live in Malaysia) to see if anyone is giving away they're cats near you

I'm getting lazy to write now...maybe I'll do a part 2? anyways..

bye~~

Final Exam Results

Hey...

so just now(1.12.2015) I opened SAPS (which is where I check my exam results) and for my last exam of the year 2015 I gottttttt........................

*drumroll*

3A's (english, maths, religion)
4B's (geography, history, khb, malay)
1C   (science)

meh...it wan't bad or good (I think anyways)
so I am 2nd in my class and 15th in my year... my class has 41 students and my year has 512 students...even for me that is a lot .... for my year there are about 10-13 classes I think (i don't even know)


on another note....today I went to a I guess you can say a ''traditional'' Japanese restaurant....
I ordered cold soba with cold ocha....here's a picture

They even gave us each a warm towel :D

overall that was a great experience and I surely want to go there again :)

p.s. my uncle ordered sashimi and I don't like it... I'll just stick to sushi then :/


see you later~~

Movies

Hey guyssss.....
Long time no write :D

sooooo the other day(long time ago) I went with my family to watch Spectre..
and can I say I don't like it and I don't get it :(
my mom and dad wanted to watch it because it was a James Bond movie...

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Spectre's synopsis:

After receiving a cryptic message from an unknown source, Bond is set to uncover the layers of a sinister organisation known as SPECTRE. While Bond's superior M fights political forces in order to keep M16 alive, Bond discover the hidden and ugly truth behind SPECTRE

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putting that aside ;)


tomorrow I'm (maybe) gonna watch The Hunger Games Mockingjay Pt.2

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The Hunger Games Mockingjay Pt.2's synopsis:

After being symbolized as the 'Mockingjay' Katniss Everdeen and District 13 engage in an all-out revolution against the autocratic Capitol.

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well the synopsis is short because it's a part 2 of a movie series thingy (lol)
so anyway I only plan to watch it since I don't have much time tomorrow at the mall....hehe

I have a question: have you guys skated on real ice on a snowy day before?
well for me I don't get snow or other seasons since I live in a single season country (is that how you cal it?)

because of this, we (my country) has a thing called an ice skating rink in some malls...
tomorrow I'm gonna spend some of my time trying to skate....I think anyways

well I'm gonna end this entry here..
see you guys later
bye~~

YAAAASSSSSSSS

WOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHOOOOOOOOO!

guess what?

I just FINISHED my end year exam .....
literally 2 hours ago :)

and that means.....

FREEDOM

well until next year anyways...next year I'm going to take a big exam or as some of you guys call the "Checkpoint (exam)"

sooooo for now I think You guys might want to expect more videos (until I get Lazy that is)
I'm also planning to do a Let's Play series (minecraft) with my brother...

BTW this is his channel so go check him out and maybe leave a like or subscribe!

I'm not forcing you...but if you change your mind the subscribe button will always be free!
oh and when you decide to subscribe to him, don't forget to subscribe to me too :)

until next time...
Byeeee~~~